Not fun, is it?

Listening for footsteps.

Trying to hide and make yourself small & invisible but something still happens.

Those who should be there are no fucking where to be found for a variety of bullshit reasons.

When all the fucking years of other shoes start dropping there is nowhere to hide.

Not a great fucking feeling is it?

It fucks with your nervous system and mental health.

I know first hand.

So close to getting away with it all only for it to come back to you.

The universe never forgets.